March 31, 2010

R.I.P.
Courtni Maria Henretty
I love you.

March 30, 2010

Life is too short,
To wake up in the morning,
With regrets.

Love the people who treat you right.
Forget about the ones who don't
Believe that everything happens for a reason

If you get a chance,
Take it!
If it changes your life,
Let it!

Nobody said that life would be easy.
They just promised it would be worth it.

---

Brittni Henretty
I love you so much.
I'm glad you are doing better.
I'll see you later today :)

---

To the Henretty family,
You guys are in my heart,
And in my prayers.
I love you all so much.

---

To Courtni Maria Henretty,
I'm so glad to have met you,
And have you a part of my life.
You will be dearly missed.
And I will see you again.
You always put a smile on my face,
When I came over,
And we all watched Spongebob and ate nachos!
I will never forget you.
I love you.
Always and Forever <3

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God has a plan for everyone.
And any random twists of fate,
Are all a part of His plan.

March 29, 2010

All of this is happening,
So fast.
I can't really keep up.

I don't know what to think.
Is this everything I need?
Or is it just what I want?

I don't know what to believe.
Is this really the truth?
Or is it just another lie?

I don't know what to do.
Is this just another problem?
Or is it just the solution I need?

---

You confuse me.
I won't understand you.
Ever.

March 28, 2010

Today,
Can be described
In one word.
Interesting.

March 28, 2010

"Say Goodbye" by Skillet

Things are changing
It seems strange and
I need to figure this out
You've got your life
I got mine
But you're all I cared about
Yesterday we were laughing
Today I'm left here asking
Where has all the time gone now
I'm left alone somehow
Growing up and getting older
I don't want to believe it's over

Don't say goodbye
Cause I don't wanna hear those words tonight
Cause maybe it's not the end for you and I
And although we knew
This time would come for me and you
Don't say anything tonight
If you're gonna say goodbye

Do you remember
In December
How we swore we'd never change
Even though you're leaving
That our feelings
Would always stay the same
I wish we could be laughing
Instead I'm standing here asking
Do we have to end this now
Can we make it last somehow
We both know what we've gotta say, not today
Cause I don't wanna leave this way

And if it's over
It hurts but I'm giving you my word
I hope that you're always
Happy like we were
Happy like we were

Yesterday we were laughing
Today I'm left here asking
And although we knew this time would come for me and you
Don't say anything tonight
If you're gonna say goodbye

March 27, 2010

Whatever happens,
All I know is that,
It's for the best.

Everything happens for a reason.

March 24, 2010

Lesson of the Day:

I think that I have to follow some rules.
Some very important guidelines.
Given to me by my friends and family.

If I don't follow these rules,
I will ultimately fail
At what I am trying to accomplish.

March 23, 2010

Everyone makes mistakes.
Everyone acts on things before they think.
God taught me to forgive.

There is no reason,
Because of a mistake,
I would let someone that's affected my life so much,
Leave my life forever.

---

If it's meant to be,
It hurts to say this,
But, I'm giving you my word.
I hope that you'll always be happy.
Happy like we were.
<3

March 21, 2010

I'm walking on my road of life.
And I have reached a fork in the road.
I have two choices
Each road has a different things
Waiting for me at the end.
Which one do I take?

If I take one way,
I would continue to live my life with no regrets
And risk nothing at all.
But, I may possibly break my own heart in the end.

If I take another way,
I may end up risking all I have.
And put all of my chips on the table.
But, I may possibly lose everything I've got.

I'm starting to walk closer to this fork in the road.
But, I'm hesitating.
Would I ever be able to go back?

Once I make a decision,
There is no turning back.
And once I have made this decision,
I can't regret it.
Everything happens for a reason.

...

I've made my decision.

March 21, 2010

The days keep passing.
Time is going by faster.

Soon, I'm going to be doing something.
That I never thought I would be doing.

The question:
Is it worth it?

March 20, 2010

2:30 am.
Why am I still awake?

Well, first off,
I got the New Moon DVD at midnight!

Secondly,
I got caught up in reading a good story.
It was the script for Remember Me.
The new movie that just came out with Rob Pattinson.
I am planning on seeing the movie.
Not just because of "Edward"
But, somebody I just recently met emailed me the script.
And she told me to read it before I see the movie.
So, that's exactly what I did.

I read the script in 1 hour.
And I didn't stop.
It was well-written.
And I loved it.
But, let me just tell you.
I cried my eyes out at the end.
It's a very sad ending.

I recommend reading the script.
If anyone would like a copy,
Just send me an email.
And I'll forward it to you.
davidanton422004@hotmail.com

--

"Whatever you do in life will be insignificant.
But, it is very important that you do it.
Because you can't know.
You can't ever really know the meaning of your life.
And you don't need to.
Just know that you life has a meaning.
Every life has a meaning,
Whether it lasts one hundred years or one hundred seconds.
Every life, and every death,
Changes the world in its own way."

March 18, 2010

Keep out of my thoughts.
Please and thank you.

March 17, 2010

Definition of Tri-force:
1) Andrew, Jaime, Janelle
2) Best Friends Forever

Summer 2010 is Tri-force summer!
I'm going to miss them when college starts.

March 16, 2010

A Day To Remember.
This band.
Pretty much sings about my life.
All of their songs fit me.
One way or another.

Take a listen.
If you know me,
You will see how their songs fit.

---

I'm in a huge battle right now.
Between my mind and my heart.
And I have no idea who is going to win.

March 15, 2010

I've been having many dreams recently.
And they have all been the same.
These dreams are starting to get to me.
Something has to be done.

I'm not going to explain what I'm going to do.
But, it's plain to see.
I am going to do something that I shouldn't do.
But, it's something that must be done.
Confused yet?
I would be too.

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Dear God,
Help me through this time of need.
I need the strength to hold on,
Just a little bit longer.
I need your love and your support,
More than ever.
Thank you for everything.
I love you.

March 14, 2010

It's a beautiful day outside.
The sun is shining.
And no sign of wind.
This is what I would like to call.
Perfect.

With so much going on,
And so much on my mind,
I need to forget things.
Worry about them later.
Goodness,
This weather just made my day.
Thank you, sun.
It's good to see you again.

March 13, 2010

Friends.
We laugh together.
We cry together.
We do everything together.

But, there is one thing I fear the most.
When it comes to friends.
I'm afraid to open up.
I'm afraid to show who I really am.
I'm afraid of being judged.
But, why should I care?
The only opinion that should matter is my own.

I've shown my true self to one person.
That's it.
One.
And that one person is God.
He knows who I am.
And he will never make me feel bad about who I am.
I can be my true self around him.
And I don't feel uneasy.

I wish I was able to do that for everyone else.
I want to show my friends who I am.
I guess I'm just afraid.

March 11, 2010

There are so many ways to say it.
But, what does it really mean?
It's a question I've been asking myself for a long time.
And I want to know the answer.
What is the definition of...
Love

March 9, 2010

I learned something today.
You are only given one life.
And no matter what happens,
You have to make the best of it.
Life each day like it's your last.

I have learned to treasure everything I have been given.
Honestly, I'm a very lucky girl.
I have a roof over my head.
I have a family that loves and cares about me.
And I have friends that will always be there.

But, I hate to admit it.
I'm selfish.
I want things to go my way.
I want things to work out the way I want them to.
And not everything is going to work out in my favor.
I wish I could understand this.
But, this life lesson is hard for me.

There are things that I want.
That I can't have.
There are things that I love.
That I can't seem to let go.
There are things that I miss.
That I can't ever get back.

I guess,
I still have some things to learn.